entry #06 - overhaul ?
march 18, 2024, 3:45pm
im lowkey kind of bored with my site and its look so im thinking ill overhaul soon . . . dont know to what or what i want it to look like but rly i want to study other sites and go from there . . . sooo yeah short update expect super big layout and page changes sometime soonish !
entry #05 - teenage girls
february 29, 2024, 4:35pm
i am currently a teenage girl if that was not clear from the . everything . and i relate a lot to other teenage girls because we have so many shared experiences However i have found that me and most other girls are living on two completely separate planes of existance like ??
maybe its bc i was weird and a little ugly and got bullied as a kid and now im pretty and normaler but talking 2 other girls is the scariest thing in the world 2 me . like they know something is different and off abt me no matter what and as much as i can be in their circles and consider them my friends if i ever get a little too weird r open or whatever somebody is going to tell somebody and my social life will be fucked beyond repair do u understand ? am i the only person who experiences this ???
entry #04 - future projects and the plight of the severely nuerotic femme
february 11, 2024, 4:14pm
So. hey .
i did have a lot of thoughts between this and my last entry i considered updating but i dont think the masses (all two people who follow me) care all that much if we r honest . i am also very very lazy and updating code everytime i think is sooo tedious irdgaf lowkey .
ANYWAYS ! i did want 2 touch on a few projects that will probably go on my projects page in the semi-near future depending on how everything in my life pans out (i have not started any of these)
projects one and two are both css, one being a page on here that replicates the wii menu and each little box thing has info abt diff. games i grew up playing on it (wii sports, mario kart, just dance, etc). this will probably be the easiest one to do bc i know theres definitely already code i can use as a reference for it but it will probably still take me a while . . .
similarly, project two is a page replicated windows 2000, my personal favorite iteration of windows. while im too young to have ever used it (late 00's baby) i loveee the style and general vibe and ive been wanting 2 try 2 replicate it for a little bit, since i first started learning html. its probably going 2 end up the project im most passionate about #tbh!
the third and final project is easily the most complicated and will definitely take me the longest amount of time . ive had a vague interest in ps1 games for about as long as ive been interested in coding, and a friend recently introduced me 2 the idea of coding my own ps1 game . i dont know much about what im going to do with it besides that its a rhythm game about my punk band ocs, but it should be pretty fun + interesting !
in extremely less interesting news there is still something super wrong with my brain i fear . i cannot lie i am getting a little sick of being clingy and needy and moderately suicidal all day everyday its a little unbearable if im honest ! im not a very good feminist in that i still very very deeply care about my appearance and what men think of me (deeply unfortunate) and im not a very good programmer and i also am supposed to get my college letters in like a month and its actually way more stressful than you would think ! ! and i hate my wardrobe and i dont think any of my friends actually like me and i have a date for valentines day with a boy who will not commit i really think it might be joever for me guys i may or may not be cooked .
anyways ummm happy early valentines day i hope everybody is well i love you mwah goodbye
entry #03 - Planning and plotting and the like
jan 19, 2024, 7:26pm
Okay . hello again !
took a little bit of a break from coding (read: got very very very depressed and midly suicidal) but ive come back with a much more clear vision for my website so yay ! ! !
expect 2 see many many changes especially in themeing i want to get more cutsie with it . . . update on Boy situation as of my last entry he's a dick and we're not talking but i am going out with a Different Better Cuter Boy who i like way more so its whatever . ummm thats all i think for now ive got sooo much 2 do . . . . bye i love u mwah
entry #02 - Boys and things relating
jan 8, 2024, 6:35pm
the most unfortunate possible situation has befallen me and I have a crush on a boy.
This is not something that would've bothered me a week ago when i did not know that he's a major asshole and was only even talking to me for [redacted] [data expunged]. i wish this was not as deeply upsetting to me as it is because its not like its a shock but i really really liked him and i still do so i might just be cooked i think idk . is romance dead ?
entry #01 - Introduction and My Thoughts
jan 5, 2024, 3:06pm
OKAY. HI ! ! ! !
sooooo hello ! its me ur webmaster , welcome 2 my blog / journal / diary page thing ^_^ updates will probably be sporatic but im trying to limit it to one a day so i dont end up talking too much lmao
i have a lot of Thoughts + Opinions and stuff and they'll all probably go here ! stuff abt me and my life and stuff i do and coding and the internet and whatever i feel like really . . . this will most likely be the most frequently updated page on my website unless i like have another idea later on
umm yeahh thats all from me 4 now ! love u see u later mwah
